What am I ashamed of?
I’m ashamed of how I’ve handled the last 12months. I was being manipulated and bullied and instead of confrontation I avoided, pleaded and then took the quickest way out of the situation, used up all my leave, took a job role Ilthat isn’t on my career path and lost $20k in pay, something that caused me personal and professional distress, but left the person putting me through this untouched and unharmed. It was cowardly and now I am angry and agitated at being left to deal with the scraps of my world.. I made the choices but I feel victimised.
My decisions and my response to my situation are definitely something I’m very ashamed of!
As my career goals slip through my fingers I have to face the fact that this was my choice and I only have me to blame for my situation.
In our business today once you take on a leadership role you need to do 12 months in that position, I took a role that moves me away from my career path to avoid this person continuing to affect my world and now I have 12 months of not being able to do what I love.
Life is full of speed bumps- my FJ use to love crushing speed bumps 👍🏼😊